There goes my girl.

Syukur alhamdulillah.... everything seems to be alrite. after sent both kids o the nursery, aku balik rumah. jiwa kacau beb! sungguh terasa kesunyian melanda... maklum la dah hampir 2 bulan aku berkepit ja ngan budak berdua tu. tak betah aku layan tv sensorang cenni. i decided to go out, but dunno where to go. after a while rasanya nak pegi Ikea jer, cari deco2 yg sesuai for damia's room. but not very interesting la pulak display item kat situ. hmmm... pehtu aku tringat janji ngan my lil' princess tu, if she go to school dgn jayanya, she'll be rewarded with some present. apa ya yg sesuai gitu?

i lead my way to MPH pulak. hampir 3 jam melepak mencari2 suitable books to add into her collection, baru dapat yg ala2 sesuai gitu. damia ni cermat jaga buku2 dia, so far sume terjaga rapi sbb dia cuma baca time nak tido jer... waktu2 lain dia prefer main2 toys or conteng2 buku yg dah tersedia untuk dia menulis. dapat la 2-3 buku yg agak menarik and very colurful gitu. close to 5pm, aku gi jemput bebudak tu. bukan main excited lagi si kakak citer hal kat skolah dia. teacher pun cakap she's very social, (ehem ehem... see the mum lah! hihiihihiii) senang dapat kawan tapi ada nangis kejap jer bila terperasan kereta aku slowly left the school compound. uhuuuhuhuuu.... but after that till evening she's doing fine. sorry damia darling, ibu underestimate your social skill pulak. i tot u cant suit there that fast. dah puas dia belek2 present tu, (even tak pandai baca lagi) tetiba nak tukar baju pulak. rupanya nak main beskal and pegi taman ngan ayah, dah janji pun org tu masa dlm video call dok citer hal skolah dia tadi. tapi not very clear coz ayah in a meeting and line pun tak baper elok. this attire was chosen by her, a bit sporty tapi colour matching ntah apa2 jer la. siap nak ber cap lagi tu! hishh... mana la dapat idea begitu. kekekeke... watever it takes, seriously it's a huge relief for me! knowing that she's enjoying her new environment and daily routine buat aku tenang dan tak rasa serba salah lagi. as for dani, he's too small to understand, tapi aku tau hati dia tetap rindu ibu sbb bila siang2 tak dapat nak bfeed, tak leh cium bau ibu lagi. sampai je kat rumah aku cepat2 peluk2 main ngan dani and pujuk2 dia nak bfeed. cepat aje di bedal sampai tertido pulak budak debob tu! well, life goes on... everyone have to accept apa yg sudah tertulis olehNya. aku hanya boleh berdoa untuk keselamatan dan kebaikan both of them, sentiasa diindungi dan dirahmati Allah tak kira walau di mana and dgn siapa mereka habiskan masa seharian mereka. Amin.